According to dolcevita, Korrgan, and others, I'm using it for the good of this community!


So yay! to me and my big-sized thread!!!

you do realize your responsibilities as a tax paying citizen if this ends up creating more threads right? I hope you do the right thing. don't think about yourself. think about the threads.

Oh yeah??? Well, how about this:

bABALINA is such a fairy's name!

Before i take what at this at point is wanting to be more and more of a permanent break from KJ let me say a few things.

1. Nothing I said on skype about about KJ is secret or ever was a secret. Its not like my dislike of Ericka is not abundantly clear. It has been for a while now.

2. Skype was never intended as some giant secret some people, including Nanna seem to think it was meant to be. It started as testing out fucking KJ radio.

However, in 5 years of posting with you people and talking to many of you privately, NEVER, before now have I felt that shit I said not on KJ was being shared. I respect people's privacy, and I expect the same in return.

So forgive me if it bugs me that a place were I chat about shit going on in my life with people I consider friends is comprised. Just as if my friends in real life decided it was ok to report verbatim comments I made to people I don't like, I would be pissed, I was pissed here.

I accept Nanna omission of not sharing logs or private details, that is what concerned me the most. I, and many of the members of chat talk about stuff we don't mention here.

And to Tony's point, I don't think its crazy to expect privacy. Because the members of chat are not 12. In the end most if not all of what Nanna said to Corpse seems rather harmless, but given that Corpse brought up Skype on this forum not us, I think we had every right to being annoyed and feel she was fishing for information.

And at the Nanna, could have just said, this is what happened, she didn't until now, so you know, had just said what she said in this thread a long damn time ago, a lot of this could have been avoided.

It wasn't retarded for Arsi to quiz people about talking to Corpse, because she was in fact doing it, and things did in fact get out.

No one but Corpse decided to turn this Skype chat into some all powerful clique, we are not the fucking illuminati.

I don't go around quizzing people if they chat with her on AIM, because I DON"T CARE AND ITS NOT MY GOD DAMN BUSINESS. She is free to talk to whoever she wants, but I don't want my private conversations reported on this forum, end of discussion.

Squee is one of my closet friends here, when he started talking to her, did I fish for information from him about no, because that shit is rude.

If that is to much to ask, this level of privacy, as Tony suggests, the I have no reason to speak to most of you here or privately, again.

Back to this secretive thing, members have been talking privately for years, why now is suddenly some giant clique, some secretive thing, it never was, but forgive me if I don't want my actions and words followed like I am 10 and need a fucking parent.

I have always complained about the posting of private stuff, from AIM convo's to whatever.

3. Due to speaking to people in Skype, some of whom I have met, I have been accused of:

a. Plotting against Korrgan
b. Plotting against Corpse
c. Being childish
d. Fixing the poster awards
e. Being secretive
f. somehow influencing mod/admin decisions.

Apparently wanting discussions that exist not here, to remain not here was unreasonable. Apparently, being bothered when it was brought up was childish.

If I had the power in f, I wouldn't be posting this right now, because then the people I don't fucking like would be gone, and a through e would be a nonissue. But you know, that is being logical.

4. I just came from spending one week with Arthur, a remainder of some great friendships I have actually made here.

So I am just going to enjoy those, and move on, but I don't really watch movies, aside from the TDK I haven't cared about the box office in years, so there really is no reason for me to be here anymore.

It was a nice eye opener about why I bothered to come back to posting to begin with.

I honestly don't care what Corpse thinks about me, but when people who I do like start accusing me of shit, that bothers me.
It bothers me enough to not want to be here.

I mean, people think Skype was started to control the forums, WTF, wow, this makes it clear its time to go.

If you'll excuse me, I have hill repeats to run, and I should have left 3 minutes ago.

I didn't resolve any problems.
I just told a lot of people i didn't like them and then got told off a lot.
Yay.

I have only ever cared about what happens on this forum and to it's users. I care about a random poster I've never chatted with before and how they may feel much more than I do about myself. It's why I try to resolve avoidable confrontations and problems here that aren't seen on the boards. I could care less about anything elsewhere when it comes to this place. Maybe I care just a little too much, which I do I'll admit, but that's who I've always been.

Corpse, I've never had a problem with you, and I honestly still don't. But I'm afraid I have to say what I would to anyone who would write a paragraph as gip-worthy and deludedly egomaniacal as that one:

Puh-lease!

And to Tony's point, I don't think its crazy to expect privacy. Because the members of chat are not 12. In the end most if not all of what Nanna said to Corpse seems rather harmless, but given that Corpse brought up Skype on this forum not us, I think we had every right to being annoyed and feel she was fishing for information.

I can see why you think that, obviously, haha. But all you'd have to do is ask some posters here (I'll PM you a list so you could PM then about this if needed) If Ive ever just randomly wanted to help them with something, like settling a dispute with someone, helping them with their avi's/sigs/etc., or whatever. And it's the main thing I do here at KJ. I like movies yes, but I've found that whatever a forum is the focus of, that focus almost always becomes secondary to the users basically. And I admit there are many times I wish I wouldn't do it, because I often don't like it for some personal reasons. But I still do it anyway since I feel guilty if I see something I could have helped with, but didn't.

I can see why you think that, obviously, haha. But all you'd have to do is ask some posters here (I'll PM you a list so you could PM then about this if needed) If Ive ever just randomly wanted to help them with something, like settling a dispute with someone, helping them with their avi's/sigs/etc., or whatever. And it's the main thing I do here at KJ. I like movies yes, but I've found that whatever a forum is the focus of, that focus almost always becomes secondary to the users basically. And I admit there are many times I wish I wouldn't do it, because I often don't like it for some personal reasons. But I still do it anyway since I feel guilty if I see something I could have helped with, but didn't.

I <3 Korrgan


Corpse, you're adorable





And yay, this thread keeps growing

that's the most depressing post I've ever read.