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 Deepest Fears 
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Just got to wondering, with this life passing us by each and every day that we age gracefully (well most of us..lol), what are some of your greatest fears? I speak of the things that you think may or may not happen in your life or the things that you'll never achieve, etc..

I suppose I'll start.

1)I am afraid of losing my memory. It's my living diary. My memory was pretty concrete but lately, I've noticed that I forget the most simple of things, like someone's name that I've know for years or things that I would once remember every intimate detail that now I struggle to recall. This really scares the pukeko's out of me and I don't know what to do to correct it.

2) I'm afraid that I'll never find something that I am wholly passionate about. My life feels like it's going in circles. Now while I cherish my horselord life, I am sometimes restless with this nagging feeling that there is much missing from my life.
That is worrisome. I feel as though I should being doing something monumentous for all living things, but I do not what my mission is. What is 'my calling'?

3) I'm afraid of when the time comes that my parents will go to sleep forever. As an only child, this will be one of the biggest blows to my life. I can't bear the thought of not knowing that my biggest inspirations will no longer share this physical plane of existence with me.

I'll list the other few later.....

The floor is now yours.

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